Ted Mosby
How I Met Your Mother
Season 4, Episode 6
I’m Not Ready!
So quick, so sudden. And what now? It’s over!
He said that I must stop scolding myself and get angry with him ‘cause it’s all his fault. Hey! You’re not a saint! Enough of the drama, will you?
And so, after weeks of thinking things over, I came up with a realization. everything happened for one reason.
IT WAS TO MAKE ME REALIZE IF I’M READY FOR A COMMITMENT.
And the conclusion: I’M NOT!
Arggggh!
I was happy. True! I was like in that cloud nine of happiness. And those moments were so sweet that I enjoyed them the most. All those crazy hours of nonsense conversations were like years of enjoyment for me. But what’s the hard part was when the guilt, pain, and jealousy arise. I didn’t even know if it was right to have those feelings. And the fact that I can tell him everything except for what I feel for him made things worst.
I got tired. Suppressing all the emotions used all my energy.
I felt wasted. Nothing’s left.
And now, I’m full of energy again. A friend said, “Another one will come!”
OH PLEASE! NOT NOW!
I can’t even handle my emotions and I’m not ready for their weird mixture that makes me feel like throwing up. I’m not that vocal to tell people how I feel for them. I’m not that mature enough to be responsible for my actions.
SO PLEASE, GIVE ME A BREAK.
Can I just jump off the boat?????
(via thatentropydude)
And in this game! I’m the loser! Damn it! Round 2 please! T_T
(via thatentropydude)
Awwwwwww. I do it with a friend’s bunny. <3
(via kinkyinthelandofbananas)




